• About me

    Who am I?
    I’m a rather boring, geeky college student, and this is my weblog. These are my thoughts on technology, politics, philosophy, and anything else I feel compelled to write about.

    Sites I run, other than this one, include a forum, a web design portfolio, a site to publish my video games, a collection of funny conspiracy theory quotes, and an anime review site. Recently, I started a new blog about piracy and copyright law.

    If you’re new to this site, a good place to start would be the posts labeled “Noteworthy.”

    Alas, I haven’t had the time to write much recently. There is quite a bit of old content to browse through, though, and I will start writing again eventually. As always, I will still be reading and answering comments and emails.

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    Real name: Mike Vollmer
    Occupation: Second-year College Student at Sacramento State University
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Video games and the Hollywood effect

“Indie” games, or independent video games (games developed without support from a major video game publisher) have become quite popular recently in some circles of gamers, and I couldn’t be happier.

The majority of these games are so-called “casual” games, or video games aimed at a wider and generally older audience. They tend to be puzzle-oriented, and attempt to be both simplistic and addictive (see: Bejeweled). However, it is in this same world of indie games that you’ll find the most artistic, experimental, and innovative titles on the market today.

Aquaria

Aquaria, an indie action/adventure game

These two types of games barely even resemble each other, so why are they both lumped under the umbrella of “indie game?” That label, as I explained above, refers to a lack of support from video game publishers. By that, I mean financial support. These games are made on the cheap.

This limitation is what leads to the two different types of games. Game developers can focus on games that are quick and inexpensive to develop but have relatively high return (casual games), or they can push boundaries and work outside the box, because they don’t have the pressure of a financial backer expecting a commercially successful product. In a way, the developers of the artsy indie games owe something to the developers of the casual games — the digital distribution that allows for modern indie games to reach such a wide audience was largely pioneered in the name of casual gaming.

But major video game producers spend millions of dollars on massive projects like Grand Theft Auto and Halo. How can a small team of developers with a tiny fraction of that budget hope to compete? The answer should be obvious, but you’d be surprised how many times I’ve heard this exact question. Quite simply: more money does not a better game make. When a company like Electronic Arts invests a large amount of funding in a game, they want a safe investment. Experimenting is risky. Doing the same thing everyone else is doing is a safe bet. No one ever got fired for making a World War 2 shooter.

This is one of my favorite quotes, from the brilliant Brian Eno:

“Hollywoodization”:  This is the process where things are evened out, rationalized, nicely lit from all sides, carefully balanced, studiously tested against all known formulae, referred to several committees, and finally made triumphantly unnoticeable.

A major game publisher throws money and people at a project, and the result is something accessible and safe. It isn’t groundbreaking, or even different in any substantial way from anything else on the shelves. But that’s all consumers expect, and it’s against the financial self-interest of the company to deviate from this line and take risks that might alienate consumers. Sure, they might end up with the next Sims (innovative, unconventional, and ridiculously financially successful), but they could just as easily end up with the next Grim Fandango (innovative, unconventional, and a financial failure).

Big publishers have their place, of course. Something like Bioshock could not have been done independently in our current game market. My hope for the long run is that indie games will increasingly become competition for big budget games, and hopefully this will put pressure on the game producers to innovate in order to stay competitive in the market.

In the short run, however, my hope is that “regular” gamers are willing to step outside their comfort zone of magic spells and machine guns and try something new.

A screenshot from the unrelentingly experimental and artistic game The Path

A screenshot from the unrelentingly experimental and artistic "game" The Path

Something new, like The Path, a game that isn’t really a game. It’s more of  an interactive, digital work of art. Emotional, symbolic imagery is the weapon of choice here. The Path is sometimes classified as a “horror” game, but the horror doesn’t come from sudden surprises or gore — it comes from those moments in our lives that shake our whole foundation and force us to accept human existence for what it is. It’s a game about growing up, understanding, and changing. It’s vague enough that you can easily connect to it, but it’s specific enough that the imagery and ideas take hold of you and stay with you for days. The only instruction given to the player is to “follow the path,” and in order to play this game you must break this rule. The only objective, if you can call it that, is to lead your “little read riding hood” to her “wolf,” a deeply symbolic encounter that results in your character walking slowly, through the rain, head cast down in despair, toward grandmother’s house. In a sense, the game makes you force the character into this. After your character walks through the rain to grandmother’s house, the game takes control out of your hands completely, as you walk through an abstract, expressionistic house that is constantly shifting around you and represents your character’s fragile mental state.

I could write a lot more about The Path, but hopefully you get the idea. It’s certainly no Halo. It’s nothing like a traditional game, and many critics intensely dislike it for this reason. One of the developers asked, on his blog, if the world was ready for The Path. At the time it struck me as an arrogant thing to ask, but in retrospect he was right to ask it. I really hope the world is ready for games like The Path.

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Komm, süsser Tod

(Title is in German… translates to “Come, Sweet Death”)

Originally written in Japanese by director Hideaki Anno and sung in English, this song features prominently in the movie End of Evangelion. You can find alternate translations and additional information here. This video contains the original, unedited footage from the movie where the song appears (to anyone who hasn’t seen Eva: yes, that footage is actually from the movie), however, the soundtrack version of the song has been dubbed over to remove the dialog and sound effects that play over the song in the movie.

I love this song. When I hear it, I basically stop whatever I’m doing and listen. It’s so emotionally powerful, especially when paired with the striking imagery from Anno’s brilliant movie End of Eva. Every few days (seems more like every day recently) I go back and watch this video, for whatever reason.

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Firefox 3.5 in Ubuntu 9.04 64-bit

As I’m sure you’re aware, Firefox 3.5 was officially released.

I had been using the beta version previously, but had a bit of trouble updating to the final release. The main obstacle I ran into was that I use a 64-bit build of the browser, along with 64-bit plugins for flash and java. I wanted a way to update to the final release via my package manager, and it wasn’t too difficult.

The first thing I tried was adding this repository for nightly builds of Firefox, as it seemed to be the most common solution given at the time to the question of installing the latest Firefox release:

deb http://ppa.launchpad.net/ubuntu-mozilla-daily/ppa/ubuntu jaunty main

That ended up getting me 3.5.1pre, which is not what I wanted. I don’t want the nightly builds of Firefox — I want the stable, final release.

After a bit more digging, I found the solution. I removed the above line and added this line to /etc/apt/sources.list:

deb http://ppa.launchpad.net/fta/ppa/ubuntu jaunty main

… ran sudo apt-get update to update the package list with the information from the new repository, then sudo apt-get upgrade to check for updates on installed software. For me, this upgraded the firefox-3.5 package, which I already had installed previously to run the beta.

For those of you who didn’t have the package already, you just need to add the above repository then install “firefox-3.5″ and “firefox-3.5-gnome-support” (with sudo apt-get install firefox-3.5 firefox-3.5-gnome-support), and the package manager will take care of installing all the dependencies.

If you want to use a 32-bit version of Firefox (or, I should say, if you already are and have no reason to change), I recommend you use Ubuntuzilla to manage your Firefox installation. It will automatically download and set up the latest Firefox release, and monitor it for updates.

Now I’m enjoying the latest Firefox release! It isn’t really earth-shattering, seeing as how I’ve been using the previous versions as they’ve worked up to this one, but it’s still a damn nice browser.

EDIT: I should add that the above instructions will leave you with a program named “Shiretoko,” with Firefox 3.0 still installed along-side it. This is what you want. If you open the “About Shiretoko” page you should see “Version 3.5.” This is Firefox 3.5, just going by a different name.

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Alan Turing’s birthday

Alan Turing

This is Alan Turing, one of the most brilliant men of the last century and the father of computer science. He was greatly influential in the fields of logic and mathematics, and he worked on codebreaking for the British government during World War II, devising several techniques for breaking German codes.

He was born on June 23, 1912, 97 years ago. On June 7, 1954, he killed himself by ingesting cyanide — an act he was driven to do after being arrested, prosecuted, and forced to take experimental and dangerous hormone treatments by the British government. His crime? Homosexual acts were illegal under British law at the time.

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Piracy and shoplifting

A common talking point you hear from the RIAA/MPAA and the media corporations is that piracy is stealing. You wouldn’t steal a DVD movie, so why would you download a DVD rip from a torrent site?

Well, the obvious problem with this is that piracy isn’t stealing. Under the law, piracy is “copyright infringement” — stealing implies depriving another of a possession or property, and piracy does not take anything away from the owners of the copyright, other than an abstract loss of potential profit. In other words, when a DVD is copied, the original DVD remains intact.

A less obvious difference between copyright infringement and stealing is the amount of trouble you’ll be in for committing each of them, respectively. This woman was fined 2.4 million dollars for downloading 24 songs, or about two albums worth of music. What do you think would have happened if she had just been caught attempting to steal two albums from a record store? Her punishment would have been much less harsh, at the very least.

This seems very counter-intuitive. Stealing obviously and directly harms another person, by depriving them of property. Piracy does no such thing. As a trend, perhaps, piracy is harmful to copyright holders (I contend that it is not nearly as harmful as it is made out to be in this respect, but for sake of argument I’ll concede this point here), but it’s absurd to claim that, on an individual level, copying a CD deserves orders of magnitude more punishment than stealing a CD.

There’s still room for disagreement here — I’m only pointing out that the rhetoric on the side of the copyright holders is hollow and misleading. There’s a legitimate case to be made on their side, but they aren’t making it — to me, that says something important. I’m not here to play the part of the anarchist, calling for the abolition of copyright. There are two extremes on this issue, and I don’t belong to either one. I do, however, think that piracy can be acceptable. Or, said in a more pessimistic way: piracy is unstoppable. Whether it’s morally defensible or not, it isn’t going away, and calling pirates “thieves” won’t change a damn thing. Actually, it might change one thing — it’ll drive those on our side to be more and more extreme in their opposition to copyright. When I bought an e-book and found that the DRM would prevent me from reading it on my device, I pirated it — and, importantly, I felt doing so was morally justified. The more draconian the DRM, the more people will pirate. The more media companies pull Youtube videos and send take-down letters, the more people will pirate. We’re watching corporations actively participating in their own demise.

In the words of Lawrence Lessig: they criminalize our culture. I’m sure everyone reading this article can think of some funny, original, creative Youtube video that was removed because it contained some copyrighted material. Is it any surprise that we fight back?

I can’t really say I believe downloading an album is “fine,” morally, but I do it anyway. I still buy albums I like (as I do with games, movies, etc), but that comes out of a need to give back to the artists. I never buy media just to have it, because simply having the CD means nothing to me; I could have just downloaded it. The only thing the propaganda and rhetoric does is make me feel less and less guilty about piracy.

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NASA has a sense of humor

Attach Orbiter here. Note: Black side down.

Attach Orbiter here. Note: Black side down.

Source: Wikipedia.

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200th Anniversary of Thomas Paine’s Death

Last week was the 200th anniversary of his death. In remembrance, I thought I’d post some of his more inspirational quotes:

  • THESE are the times that try men’s souls. The summer soldier and the sunshine patriot will, in this crisis, shrink from the service of their country; but he that stands it now, deserves the love and thanks of man and woman. Tyranny, like hell, is not easily conquered; yet we have this consolation with us, that the harder the conflict, the more glorious the triumph. What we obtain too cheap, we esteem too lightly: it is dearness only that gives every thing its value. Heaven knows how to put a proper price upon its goods; and it would be strange indeed if so celestial an article as FREEDOM should not be highly rated.
  • Independence is my happiness, and I view things as they are, without regard to place or person; my country is the world, and my religion is to do good.
  • The sun never shined on a cause of greater worth. ‘Tis not the affair of a city, a country, a province, or a kingdom, but of a continent—of at least one eighth part of the habitable globe. ‘Tis not the concern of a day, a year, or an age; posterity are virtually involved in the contest, and will be more or less affected, even to the end of time, by the proceedings now. Now is the seed time of continental union, faith and honor. The least fracture now will be like a name engraved with the point of a pin on the tender rind of a young oak; The wound will enlarge with the tree, and posterity read it in full grown characters.
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Why do people believe celebrities instead of experts?

You’ve probably seen news coverage of the debate over the safety of vaccines and whether they cause autism in children. In fact, you might have seen new-age medicine spokeswoman and former Playboy model Jenny McCarthy speak out against vaccines on Oprah’s hugely popular television show.

Actually, being honest here: if you’re reading this blog, I doubt you watch Oprah. But I’m sure you’ve at least heard about McCarthy’s appearance and her subsequent role as anti-vaccine crusader. In fact, most of you probably know that there’s absolutely no scientific evidence linking autism to vaccines, and the connection has been rightly written off as pseudo-science by all the real doctors and scientists.

David T. Tayloe, President of the American Academy of Pediatricians, had this to say about her:

I think show business crosses the line when they give contracts to people like Jenny McCarthy. If you give her a bully pulpit, McCarthy is going to make people hesitate to vaccinate their children. She has no medical or scientific credentials. It disturbs us that she’s given all these opportunities to make her pitch about vaccines on Oprah or Larry King or U.S. News or whatever. We have to scramble to get equal time—and who wants to see a gray-haired pediatrician talking about a serious topic like childhood vaccines when she’s out there blasting the academy and blasting the federal government?

And he has a very valid point. Most people don’t want to listen to him, or other experts like him. Fans of evidence like myself might, but the average person will be happy having the Playboy model tell them bad science.

Of course there’s no massive conspiracy among scientists, doctors, and pharmaceutical companies to poison children. There’s zero evidence that vaccines have anything to do with autism at all. The whole thing has been completely debunked, but you wouldn’t know it from watching television. Why? Why isn’t the evidence the final word on this? Can’t we just agree that McCarthy is a nutcase and move on?

It’s easy to claim that people are just uneducated about the science. Tayloe hints at this, claiming that one of the fundamental causes of the problem is that those bearing evidence are not given adequate screen time alongside the nutcases. This certainly an important point to make, but I doubt it is the true cause of the continued confusion on this and similar debates.

If I had to point out the real root of the problem, I’d say it has more to do the people themselves that represent both positions. Like Tayloe said above, the evidence-based side is represented by “gray-haired pediatricians,” while the new-age side is represented by actors, models, and celebrities. Picture a “gray-haired pediatrician” next to a Playboy model on television, and you get the idea. It seems average people will take the word of celebrities over the word of scientists any day.

And that brings me to the question I asked in the title of this post. I asked it because I really don’t know the answer.  I thought it might be that people feel the celebrities are more like themselves, but that’s demonstrably false for the average person. It could be a distrust of intellectuals (as seems to be common among the politically conservative), but I don’t understand the cause of that either, so it just pushes the problem back.

Perhaps I’ll never know. But what do we do about it? Fighting the symptoms seems to be the best we can do at this point — do our best to educate people about the science, get experts on television next to the idiots, etc. It may not address the root of the problem, but it seems to be the least we can do.

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Richard Feynman on poets

Poets say science takes away from the beauty of the stars — mere globs of gas atoms. Nothing is “mere”. I too can see the stars on a desert night, and feel them. But do I see less or more? The vastness of the heavens stretches my imagination — stuck on this carousel my little eye can catch one-million-year-old light. A vast pattern — of which I am a part… What is the pattern or the meaning or the why? It does not do harm to the mystery to know a little more about it. For far more marvelous is the truth than any artists of the past imagined it. Why do the poets of the present not speak of it? What men are poets who can speak of Jupiter if he were a man, but if he is an immense spinning sphere of methane and ammonia must be silent?

~ Richard Feynman

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I hate Internet Explorer 6

Pretty much every designer says this, and with good reason. IE6 is around 8 years old now, and severely out of date. Designing around its bugs is a royal pain in the ass, and it’s necessary to do so because IE6 still has such a large userbase; 33%, by this source, as of March of this year. Additionally, the type of site you run will dictate the type of people who visit your site, and thus, the type of browser those people run when they visit your site. A web development site will probably see much less than the above-mentioned 33% IE6 traffic, while a site aimed at a non-tech-savvy audience might see even more than the above 33%. In other words, making your site work in IE6 is definitely a necessity.

I mention this because one solution that feels very satisfying is just giving up on IE6, and I admit to being tempted to do this. If every designer started doing this, the thought is that IE6 users would be persuaded to upgrade because of all the websites that would not render correctly in their browser. This will not work, however, because it ignores one of the largest groups of users still stuck with IE6; employees forced to use the outdated browser due to company policy. At any rate, any user still using IE6 without being forced to probably doesn’t know any better, and these users are the hardest to convince to change, and the most likely to blame the website rather than their browser for rendering incorrectly. And, again, the thought of sacrificing ~33% of web traffic to my website (well, much less than 33% in my case, but still) just to make a point doesn’t seem like a very good idea once I really think about it. As I said above, designing for IE6 is a necessity.

So, what do we do about it? Nothing, near as I can tell. We just have to keep slogging through and designing for IE6, hoping the usage numbers keep getting smaller. I, for one, am getting lazier in my IE6 hacks, sometimes leaving off things or stopping when it mostly works rather than working until it looks identical (IE6 users are rare on my websites, according to server logs). It sucks, but it’s just part of the job.

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Is Twitter really good for anything?

Maybe, maybe not. Regardless, I still use it.

Everyone’s heard of Twitter. Senators use it, newscasters blabber about it, but what is it? This is as simple as I can state it: Twitter is a service where you (the user) post 140 character messages, which are meant to update people following you (subscribed to your updates, etc) about what you are currently doing. You can also search messages and reply to other messages and do a few other neat things with third-party applications (I’ll cover this later). The prompt you see is “What are you doing?”, and your job is to explain that in 140 characters or less in your message. Anyone following your updates will now be aware of whatever you are doing at the moment, if all goes according to plan.

Sounds rather lame, I have to admit. Why not just use IM, or SMS messages, or post on a blog or bulletin board? There are a million other ways to accomplish this task. Twitter seems pretty unnecessary.

There are a few good (mostly) legitimate reasons to use it, however. Chief among them, in my book: if you’re a geek and you’re into trendy technology, Twitter is the cat’s pajamas. One side-effect of its popularity among the tech-savvy is that a whole sub-culture has grown up out of developing cool, innovative applications for use with Twitter — lots of which use the very hip Adobe Air framework, which allows for visually impressive interfaces, seamless installs, and cross-platform executables. My favorite app has to be TweetDeck, which not only greatly improves on the Twitter interface, but adds much more functionality, including integration with Facebook.

For me, this was the only reason I decided to join Twitter, and that was after putting it off for at least a year. I felt the whole concept reeked of narcicissm and self-centeredness, and that the short message length would prevent me from saying anything of value. Both turned out to be partially true to some extent — beware those who brag about Twitter followers or try to share philosophical wisdom through sound bites — but my mistake was that I was confusing Twitter with a blogging platform. Twitter isn’t meant to replace blogging, despite being labeled a “micro-blogging” platform. At least, it’s not meant to replace blogging in the way I do it. After I realized this, I came to like Twitter for what it is.

For me, Twitter has become an easy way to keep in touch with what my friends are doing. Not in the annoying, minute-to-minute update on every minute detail of your life way that I feared, luckily. Rather, the messages tend to be slightly more broad, such as “There’s a lan at X’s house tonight” or “Hey, I found this cool thing.” In other words, it’s a way for me to keep track of people, and let them keep track of me.

Sure, it’s not essential, and sure some people take it way too far, but that’s always true of these things. Twitter is just a victim of its own hype, in a way. If you listen to the way it’s covered in the press, it seems like it’s the next greatest thing. Well, it probably isn’t, but it’s a neat little tool worth checking out.

P. S. Some famous people have great tweets. I genuinely enjoy following Trent Reznor (of Nine Inch Nails) and Adam Savage (of Mythbusters); they always have something interesting to say. Additionally, I recommend you follow Hellen Keller and Kim Jong-Il.

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Old statistics joke

A company dealing in statistical analysis is hiring. Three recent graduates are invited for an interview: one has a degree in mathematics, another one in computer science, and the third one obtained his B.Sc. in statistics.

All three are asked the same question: “What is one third plus two thirds?”

The mathematician: “It’s one.”

The computer scientist takes out his pocket calculator, punches in the numbers, and replies: “It’s 0.999999999.”

The statistician: “What do you want it to be?”

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